A New Start

It’s Good bye Learning Vision and Hello SunnyGrove.

I hope the kids are doing ok in school today.  At least they were not crying when I left them.  Maybe because we had been telling them and preparing for the change for almost a month one.

Tonight, we are going to have MacDonald’s for dinner.  They also each requested for a tube of mentos……If they didn’t cry for a week, they would each get a toy.  Rayner requested for a huge size transformer and RayAnne requested for a toy labtop.  I told them, we will see how it goes, you will get what you want if you can keep your promise not to cry or create a scene.

I know I know, it’s wrong to use gifts to entice or make them do anything but I am desperate.  I think you can imagine how awful it is for a 6 year old to be tugging at my leg and wailing at full blast.  It’s scary just thinking about it. 

I didn’t even slept well last night……feeling all jittery!!!

And of all the children, you would least expect such behaviour from my kids.  All I can say is, my kids are super sensitive and super close to me.  Last night, they were crying even before they went to bed.  Suddenly, they were saying things like I love you very much mummy and I miss you very much, in fact, they made me teary as well but good thing, the lights were off and they didn’t see me tear.

Although sociable kids they are, I just cannot explain their behaviour.  When I ask them why they cry, their response is always the same, they miss me.  I told them I needed to go to work and would be back in the evening to fetch them, their response is still always the same, I know but I still miss you so much leh!  Haiz!!!  But once mummy is out of sight, the teachers tell me, their crying stop almost immediately.

My so so special kids……but I still love their unconditionally!!!